Dedicated to HER...

She is not the most beautiful girl I have ever seen
She is not the most intelligent one I have ever met
But there is something in her that makes me....wait for her for infinity...
I can't see her being upset...
I can't see her crying...
A smile on her face trinkles sparkles on my heart
I can listen to her stupid jokes for hours
I want to spend time with her
I just want to gaze at her for hours
It's strange but it's true
I don't love her or I don't know what love is...
She is not of my types...but still I want to stay close to her
I can do anything to make her happy...even if it means..Act stupid...
Her innocent charm and smile
In her presence I find myself so complete and pure...
She is a volcano capped with ICE and that too with her wish
A small child inside there who wants to laugh, shout, speak, dance, sing, cry but she is not allowing...I guess I know the reason...
Whenever I shout at her...I feel pain in my heart...so strange...isn't it?
I get emotional talking to her...
I feel paralyzed when she is in front of me...I can't work, think...imagine...
I don't know what happened...n what z happening...
I just don't want to talk to her...I just want to avoid her...
I don't know WHY? I don't like it...I don't understand this...
May be because she doesn't want to talk to me....She wants to avoid me....for whatever reason...
If She is happy with this...m not going to disturb her...
OR may be she wants me to initiate....Oh...my..I m confused....It never happened before...
Its kind of ESCALATION archetype...which triggers a vicious cycle...
I can do nothing about it...Let's wait...n hope it never gets too late...
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Izhar se mein darta ho kahin woh khafa na ho jaaye
Ulfat ka jo alam hai kahin woh fana na ho jaaye
Madfan-e-dil mein Dafan to kar doo chahat ko teri
Gam-e-dil bas itna hai ki tu kisi ki na ho jaaye
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